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Friday, September 06, 2002

 
Something horrible has happened. i think my stomach has stopped working.

I want to say I don't know what happened but I do. i hate to keep complaining about abusing my body last weekend but along with the excessive drinking and smoking i ate some greasy-ass foods at the oddest hours of the day. since then i haven't gone to the bathroom much. so although i keep eating my average 2.4 meals a day, my daily trips to the bathroom have been quite unproductive. i can't seem to pinch off anything more than a couple of small dingle-berries. meanwhile my stomach is growing with each meal--not quite a pot belly but it's getting bigger nevertheless. i think there's a spot somewhere between my esophagus and my colon thats holding up the line. ugh.

tonight is lou 'the alcoholik''s birthday. he's having a big birthday bash over at stone age. i dont know what to do. i always choose the wrong time to quit drinking and smoking; life just seems to get in the way. perhaps my body is going through some kind of withdrawl and indulging in some good ol' fashioned binge-drinking will get my stomach back on track. abstaining tonight is going to be nearly impossible.

in other news, 'bizarre love triangle girl' N is avoiding me. she stopped calling and chatting with me about a week ago. the last time i talked to her she said she decided to honor her frienship with her best friend over her feelings for me and is trying to cut me out of her life. that's cool with me. 'moving on' is my middle name. i've had a lifetime of practice.

tomorrow im taking jesse spano to the sprite liquid mix tour featuring the likes of jay-z, n.e.r.d., nappy roots, 311, hoobastank, talib kwali and others. vibe magazine gave the tickets to my boss but she couldnt go so they were passed onto me. funny thing is i've never seen or talked to jesse in a non-nightlife setting. in fact, i dont think ive ever talked to her face to face sober. we'll see how things go.